cool situation

My mobile phone does not ring anymore
there was no sign of an SMS
even as there is no life
and then I realized that I was not yours

I tried to remember what makes all this happen
I close my eyes and try to hold back tears
all of a sudden my heart pounding
but my body limp

I tried to remember who I am today
and I realized that I was not yours

I could barely feel the warmth of you again
I feel we are getting away
the day we are much
your world even as I pull you away from me
and I realized that I was not yours

I sat in the backseat and tried to remember all
I saw the rain that soaked the city
and it is increasingly making me want to cry
and I realize you're not mine

then I get out of the car
look around
and I can't feel your arrival

This is too cool

knowing all your change is sadness for me
I expect you to come here and convince me that we still get along
but who knows when